Thursday, May 20, 2010
Blind man
I saw this pic and I laughed, I have always loved this story as a kid. It means more now as an adult , but as a kid I enjoyed it.... So keepyour eyes open and get the full picture before passing judgement on an issue.... Peace
Saturday, May 01, 2010
alone in a family
I'm not going to lie, but I have been in a mental funk for awhile. I feel so alone in my own house. On my days off I ruin my wife's schedule with the kids and just get in her way. I only see my kids before school as I make them breakfast and send them to school. What really gets me is how my wife slinks away and goes to bed with out saying goodnight. Its small thing but I hate it. I have stopped caring about that as well. During the week she sleeps in my sons room because I snore. I have stopped caring about that , but I still sleep only on my side of the bed. I hate the noise, but I hate coming home to a silent house. My only night company is my dog when I get home. All she wants is a treat and to have her head scratched..... Generally when I get home I strip to my skivies and eat dinner alone. I watch TV or flick channels until midnight and then go to bed. All with out saying a single word from 9pm to 7am. Many days I wonder that if I come home at all will any one notice. They won't notice until I have to wake her or make my boys breakfast.