Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Same shit...

Black community - stop embarrassing your brethren and committing crimes in record numbers. There are amazing people doing wonderful things in your community but unfortunately your stupidity overshadows anything positive that's done.



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Thursday, October 07, 2010

Dreams

   I really don't know what prompted the dream... I had a sex dream about a friend.  She and I have never been romantic , but we have been very close. We had dated - kinda here and there, but it just never clicked. I consider her a very dear friend. 
   We were in a log cabin style hotel in a Wisconsin dells area.. I cant say why or for how long but we were there.  This nude girl walked by - kinda skinny with nasty tattoos on her. My friend came by and said-- what do I think? She was wearing a silky black bra and panties... She is a curvy girl and filled them well.  I think that I was even stumpt in my own dream on her look....
 I woke up with a raging erection ... Granted I have wanted to have sex with her , but I think this was just too close to the could haves and would haves....

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

Kona - 5 years old

I had to put my second dog to sleep 2 weeks ago.... I don't really know what happened to her .  She had stopped eating all of a sudden. I guessed that one day or two days was ok. Like a stomach bug. She vomited up some grass and bile. On the fourth  day we took her in to the vet and had blood work done. They had given her some gel under the skin that is like vitamins and electrolytes.  The next day she drank some chicken broth, milk on the following days and then again nothing. She had dropped nearly 7 pounds quickly. She was not moving but in good spirits. She still stayed with the kids she still sat with me and she still smiled when called.  I made arrangements to have her put down. The vets had no clue even with blood work and x-rays showing nothing. The kids took her for one last walk that day. I ran her with a ball and quickly stopped as I could see her legs were hurting. I picked her up and could feel her bones.  We drove to the vet and she sat in my lap as they gave her the injections. I held her close as I cried. Her last feeling in this world were of being loved and held. She had really become such a part of my family that I still look for her through the morning my routine. Good-bye Kona - I'll always love her.