Monday, November 08, 2004

Pain

Dear god my shoulders are killing me today. I went to work out on Sunday. Sunday I usually try new sets or a new work out. This time I over did it. My shoulders are burning. It hurts to move my arms. Im doped on tylenol I could not sleep through the pain. Here it is 6 am and I usually sleep til nine. So it would be like 3 am to the rest of the world. The hot shower helped so hopefully it will be better today. I'll try sleep again asap ---

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Last two days....

Well election night came and went. The vote are in and we know who won. Thats all I got to say about that.
I went out with a friend from High School of tuesday night. I have not seen her in 8 or so years and when I did last time it was for about 20 min. So the reality we haven spoke in 18 years. We spoke slightly at the homecomming that I wrote about a few posts ago. We've been emailing pics and trading storys for the last month or so. She asked if I wanted to grab a beer and do this face to face. I have to say it was nice. We caught up on stories about people we've both were curious about but haven heard from in years. Its almost seemed we startted off right where we left of , giving each other shit. Then the personal stuff started .... questions about past girlfriends, boyfriends and such. I sat there quiet for about 20 min and drank while she told me all of her short comming and such. I told my friend Mike about it and he used a term that I liked -- I was a comfortable stranger. Some one she knew and yet didn't know her at all. Well the end ofthe evening we went our seperate ways. We may try to arrange a group thing w/ old High school friends down the line. Shit my 20th is in 2006 arrrg I feel old some days.

I saw the movie SAW not bad, but not great either. I guess I was expecting horror on a different level a supernatural horror. With all the things going on over seas and here at home a man made horror flick did'nt thrill me that much. Had a beer with a friend Mike after the movie , we both got a lot of stuff off our collective chest. A nice purging of sorts. then we had Sliders. Still feeling them this morning..... Going to work outnow - to get the white castle out of my system.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Post Halloween.......The day of the dead.

OK nothing big happened today. But lastnight I went to bed kinda early and awoke kinda late - about 930. Again tired double dog tired. I asked my friend whos a Gym teacher at a local High school. He said Im in need of vitamans and rest. Ok the rest I can see. But I did not take in to consideration my need of Vitamins. I went out and bought some mega dose vits for men that should help me. I also think my body may just be craving some surgar (give me some sugar baby) -- Im doing well with out it , but I still feel that monkey on my back.
OK this week the wife is leaving out of town , super busy with work so my big plans....... WOrking like a dog and making some money. Somthing sick if i think like that. I am a good sales person , but its also a game of bragging rights. I guess its nice to be looked up to. its a different mind set. I may grab a beer w/ a high school classmate tomorrow night. My other super long time friend may go with , if he's not to busy with his work plans him self. He told me he may baracade himeself in w/ election night madness this time around.

The monkey thats been on my back. Basterd didnt flush either...... Posted by Hello

Sunday, October 31, 2004

Evil toy monkey


Somthing just evil about this monkey. Don't know what it is. If you know please tell me. Posted by Hello

Spinning your wheels and randomness

Arrrg I do love my job. Im good at it, but at the same time we do have a liberal return policy that does affect my income. In the past 2 days of work I have put in close to 24 hours. On Friday I have sold two units -- great day. Come Saturday morning I have 1.5 retuens from different customers. I worked from 9 am to 830 making up the difference. Just spinning my wheels going no where. During all of this the food that was catered in was all eaten by other sales people. Just a shitty day. There are days I wan t to stop and yell.-, but there are also days that I can just stop and give a person a hug for being nice too. Its a wash I suppose. You cant have peakes w/out a few valleys.
-- I slept til noon I must have needed it badly (so it was one before the clocks were set) -- I know the drinks the night before didnt help. But they felt good while I had em. Crashed out at 230 flippin channels. Woke up about 6am still in my shoes and jacket in front of the tube. Im actually going to take some time off for my self and rest. I say that every year , and just never do it.
--Take a deep breath , hold it. Take another customer. - Thats kinda been the mantra for a few days. It is a good job and I do like it.
--- All Hallows eve. My sister and her son are comming here this year for this. Should be a good time. My boy is going to be buzz or woody -- last min decision. I'll let her take him out .
---I feel hollow today. Niether happy nor sad just kind of just there. I think Im still tired, maybe a movie tonight or tomorrow.
Thats my weekend boys and girls-

Peace

Friday, October 29, 2004

Be good.

Thats the way my friend often ends her texts or chats w/ me. I should have listened, but in the end it turned out ok. My work had its big annual hoo haa party on Wed night , it was to say thanks on the companys top sales people. Yes even as a lost romantic I am a good sales person. So the company invites all the top people , corp heads and ceo's. Included in this party is a stay a the hotel. All in all very nice.
My down fall is that I am a flirt by nature. I have a partner in crime at work. She is Cuban and we often bounce customers that are spanish only to each other. So we are a source of income to each other as well. We often jokingky flirt at work. Thanks to my father (Mr. old school himself) I often call women Darling, hon , dear and babe. So after this dinner Ms Cuban comes over and we talk and laugh. Of Course I was a lil tipsy and we did speak in Spanish. At night actually 6am Ms cuban calles me to make sure I dont leave the hotel w/out her. Then again at 9am to be sure I remember. While this my seem like no big deal -- like a dork I /she did this in front of my wife. So my wife refered to her as my "girlfriend" when we took her (Ms Cuban) home.
We talked and no harm no foul --- Its all good and a misunderstanding. Even Ms Cuban ran up to me and appologized for ruining my marrige. I laughed and said it had problems to begin with so don't sweat it.

Some times I ask for trouble , sometimes it comes looking for me and others I simply fall in to it head first. My friend gave me a "non" scolding about me being stupid when I drink. Shes right and I even told her so. So I fixed what was not broken and its all good today. Tomorrow who the hells knows, let just see where the wind takes us.
Peace.

Thursday, October 28, 2004


Was going to write somthing today. Just did' feel like it , so heres a monkey instead.  Posted by Hello

Tuesday, October 26, 2004