100 things...done

I've seen this done in other blogs I just wanted to see if I could list 100 things about my self that were just about me.

1. I have always found my self unattractive.
2. I have a love and understanding for wines,cheeses and foods that very few do.
3. I am not afraid of dying.
4. I have a fear of being forgotten.
5. I only grill with charcoal. (I have very little respect for men who cook w/ gas.)
6. I can cook and grill very well. (was called the god of grilling by many friends)
7. I prefer deep red wines. (Pinot Noir, super tuscans)
8. I have never dated within my own race/Nationality (many from east europe??)
9. I like to make cocoa crispies w/ chocolate milk.
10. I do not have erotic/sexual dreams. (Not quite true, about 1-2 a year tops)
11. I fear losing control.
12. I have three tattoos. An angel a devil and a Genisha.
13. I have had three piercings. 1 in each nipple and one through my penis.
14. I have danced in a gay bar with another man.
15. I have shown my penis for money and to win a bet. (won several beers!!)
16. I have hit some on walking with my car.
17. I have gone for days with out speaking.
18. I enjoy the quiet.
19. I prefer smaller breasted woman. b-c cup
20. I find legs and hips sexy.
21. A womans eyes can capture me. A great smile will kill me.
22. I did not kiss a woman until I was 16.
23. I bought my first car when I was 15.
24. I hate being photographed.
25. I have had 4 dogs and three cats in my life.
26. I enjoy sci fi movies
27. I don't think I have ever been proud of my self.
28. I have not finished college.(Yet)
29. I have a crushed vertabre in my spine.
30. I have a high pain threshold.
31. I have undergone three operations.
32. I have held a gun to my own head.
33. I can drive stick shift.
34. I have owned 7 cars.
35. I hate raw onions.
36. I can't dance.
37. I'm a good teacher.
38. I have danced on Elvis' grave.
39. I can do a simple tune up on most cars.
40. I have a great memory.
41. I love dark beers or Weiss beers.
42. I like to fly kites.
43. I love chocolate icecream.
44. I had my first comunion when I was 21.
45. I can shoot a gun well. (.357)
46. I shoot a bow very well (25 yrs-30 yrds)
47. I can tolerate the cold very well.
48. I have night mares about my surgury.
49. I used to meditate quite often.
50. I believe in things that ca't be explained by science.
51. Not too many freinds know who I really am inside.
52. I have dual citizenship.
53. I own a grave plot.
54. I used to cut my self when I was a teenager.
55. I enjoy Superhero cartoons.
56. I almost set my house on fire when I was 7 (or so)
57. I have 2 boys.
58. I have a sister that I love
59. I have a half brother that I have never met.
60. I often go for hours with out music just to hear the noise of the world.
61. I enjoy my coffee Boston style- heavy cream heavy sugar
62. I like sushi
63. I like Indian food
64. I make a mean tandori chicken.
65. I know how to polish shoes (the old fashioned way)
66. I know how to ride a motor cycle (still learning)
67. I sometimes when no one is home I just like to nap.
68. I worked for an Ambulance company as an EMT.
69. Boobs.....
70. I like dark music NIN, Front 242 and heavy metal
71. I used to be a certified CPR instructor.
72. I was born in Texas
73. I secretly hate Texas.
74. I can speak Spanish.
75. I lost my virginity in a drunken 3 way
76. I have never broken up with a girl - I was always the dump-ee
77. I was arrested (just brought in to jail) only once. I was 12.
78. I used to sell pot in High school for weekend money
79. I had very few friends as a child. I have more from High school and college
80. I was in fights almost daily in 7th and 8th grade.
81. I was used by a woman for sex....1 week before she was married.
82. I was told that I had a beautiful penis (blush)by a lover.
83. I love taking a woman from behind.
84. I love to look in to a lovers eyes when they orgasm.
85. I love oral sex. some times more on the giving side.
86. I love when a woman dresses for sex.
87. I like chocolate milk.
88. I used to drive for hours by my self just to be alone.
89. I have used LSD.
90. I want more tattoos. (3 planned...)
91. I am afraid of going crazy. (again losing control)
92. I find it hard to take a complement.
93. I think that the loss of potential is the biggest crime that I have commited against my self.
94. I want to be cremated when I die.
95. I do not have any guilt.
96. Sometines I think I am emotionaly cold.
97. I dream in vivid color.
98. Im a grower not a show-er
99. I miss my Uncle.
100. I don't know if I will ever be happy in my own skin.

Some day I will put down 100 more. but thats enough for tonight