My inner monkey 

PISSED

OK I bust my ass for the company. I put in 10-12 hours per day an easy 100-110 hours per check and go above and beyond. Today I was pulled from a training trip that I was supposed to go on. Arrrg last minute Bull shit corperate bullshit. "We still look forward having you down here soon....." . What ever. Let me go back and focus on selling cars , let me do what I do best (right now ) . The guys on the floor actually more concerned than I was ... I train management how to sell cars when they cycle through the program . They sell 30 cars and get sent up. Ive sold close to 300+ and mentor -- arrrg . When do they ask me again ... and do I wait for it?

turkey day blues.

OK woke up this mornig at 530 am got showered and started the drive south to visit the inlaws, wife and kids. They had left earlier in the week. I get there at about 9 am or so and I can see the my wife already has the look of panic in her eyes. My mom in law is 75 or so and still lives her life as it was 1956 or there abouts. She lives in the house she grew up in as a child. So I have to rescue my wife from teh house and go shopping for things we dont need , but just to get out of the house. There is very little compromise in her house. and in general Im usually the bad guy when I go there. ---- I like to play w/ my boys . We case each other around the house as bad guy /hero. At time I play zombie w/ my boys and I chase the as one of the living dead. My mom in law starts to bitch to my wife "ive ner hear of any one playing zombie... blah blah blah..." Again we have to go buy lottery tix to get out of the house. That was at one. We ate at 2 pm sharp. Then just as quickly put every thing away. I helped my pop in law do some yard work and then took a long nap. Left the whole scene behind me. The wife - kids are comming home tomorrow. Arrrg - some days I wish my wife would just stand up to her (mom in law). I know that she does not like me and I tollerate her . but Im used to people not likeing me... WHatever its over and I have left overs....

Happy Turkey Day everybody!!!!!!!! 

Fri night lights

Well the wake was ok. I saw some people that I had not seen in 16 years. I was ok until I got to the casket. The a sense of mortality hit me like a ton of bricks. The last time I has seen Sandy (my friends mom) was 16 years ago. Not she was in the box. The make up thick. Hands resting in almost unatural positions. --- I felt so bad for the family. We hugged and smoked outside. Then I had to pick up my friend to take hime home. I was tired and in a weird mental funk from the wake. Picked up some smokes and a diet coke for myself. When we got to his place we went to a Mexican joint with his cousin. Good food many laughs. I can almost always count on them to make me feel better or at least I can make myself feel better by throwing shit their way. As a trade mark ass hole move I would often roll down the passenger window and yell "NIce ass " to attractive women in hope that they would look at the passenger and flick him off. My own friend did this to his then wife ... long story. So last night I was pulling up to the girls in the street . I rolled down the window. Mike in the back seat starts yelling Crane crane do it do it yea ... Tom in the from is srticken with terror and basicly feigns death in the from seat. Flops down next to me as to avoid being seen. I almost pissed myself . I was laughing so hard I could not yell. We drove off all laughing so hard . Ha . Ilovethose guys. Goons every one of them.

I need better beer goggles...... 

Death and taxes

Spent the day making calls to see who would make my friends mothers wake. I had to tell what happedned even though I heard it second hand myself. Kinda weird. spent the rest of the day re fi on the house. Just a long day of doing what is necessary for the house. Then finially lifted at 8 pm so now im sore , hands shaking but feel really f'n good. Tomorrows should be a decent day f all my appointments came through. But thats tomorrow.
Peace.

confusing day

I had a wonderful day today - lets just say at work everything lined up for some great things to come. I was asked to go to another state to train for 2 weeks. To day I also learned that a dear friends mother had passed on. She was ill from cancer and it all finally turned. I will go to the wake on friday. Its hard to thing that this is probally the start when I will do this for more of my friends parents to come. My own Uncle passed about 5 years ago that was hard on me , he was in essence my dad. Taught me good from evil. (I knew what side of the force I was on from the start!!) He always let me make my own choices in life. I miss him. Sometimes I pull his urn down and just talk with him. Well thats about that.
Peace -- go SOX .... If you laughed you understood. *wink*

Hey hey hey! Wanna buy a monkey? 

I said God damn........

I have a great freakin day today. Slept in late actually the whole house did today. Must have needed it from my newphews party yesterday. Good shower and shave. I was not sore for once on a monday ( did new shoulder excersize). Went to work. I gues I bought 2 cars after I left on Sat night so it was extra money I did not know I had. Bought one right off the bat. Had a customer walk in and buy a car and then a second both with warrentees -- Boom shak a lak a . All before 4pm. I took a long lunch. Came back and answered 2 phone messages - they want cars on fri. Bought a second car and then left early. Good day. Made tandori chicken and rice. It does not take too much to keep me happy.
Peace...

TEST

How evil are you?This is a test had this been an actual emerengcy you would have been directed to kiss you ass goodbye. You win

Your Sunday morning monkey. Is he evil like me? No just mislabled......... 

Evil, me?

Now I have had this conversation about being evil with my friends latey. There are very different forms of evil in the universe. From Adolf Hitler and Stalan to the evil in a smile. Now I know I have a dark side. When I drink I can be a real evil son of a bitch. But I think the real "evil " that lays inside me is the evil of tempation. I often joke that women have only have been with me freely and of there own will. -- A side quote from most vampire movies/books. I have never forced anyone to do anything that they did not want to do. Did I push without pushing. Perhaps. I just was reminded that I asked my friend's Aunt a Jade that I suggested a tatoo to her to get and she got it. - I dont remember that. I know that I often am portrayed as the bad boy. Not I - I just show to people (women) what fun they can have with me. Was the snake truly evil or did he offer choices? That all I ever do I lay out all the options for the evening-- DO you want to do work or have a beer with me. I know I do have a devils smile and have used it , but its like having legs and running its part of you. The brighest light casts the darkest shadow. - *devil smile*

Somthing sick about a monkey w/ a peg leg.  

Found it on line. made me laugh 

dead again

Had a crazy dream last night. May I was just too tired from the night before. In my deam I was dead and walking around. Not a zombie nor a ghost , but dead. I could see some of my friends weeping and talking to each other. They would not talk to mo or look at me. I was at the funeral home I could see a casket but could not look in to it. -- Weird. My family was not there - I never dream about my family. --

Well at least its a happy monkey for Monday...  

Pain

Dear god my shoulders are killing me today. I went to work out on Sunday. Sunday I usually try new sets or a new work out. This time I over did it. My shoulders are burning. It hurts to move my arms. Im doped on tylenol I could not sleep through the pain. Here it is 6 am and I usually sleep til nine. So it would be like 3 am to the rest of the world. The hot shower helped so hopefully it will be better today. I'll try sleep again asap ---

HIdden in the trunk of the MACH 5 .....

Classic just classic -

Last two days....

Well election night came and went. The vote are in and we know who won. Thats all I got to say about that.
I went out with a friend from High School of tuesday night. I have not seen her in 8 or so years and when I did last time it was for about 20 min. So the reality we haven spoke in 18 years. We spoke slightly at the homecomming that I wrote about a few posts ago. We've been emailing pics and trading storys for the last month or so. She asked if I wanted to grab a beer and do this face to face. I have to say it was nice. We caught up on stories about people we've both were curious about but haven heard from in years. Its almost seemed we startted off right where we left of , giving each other shit. Then the personal stuff started .... questions about past girlfriends, boyfriends and such. I sat there quiet for about 20 min and drank while she told me all of her short comming and such. I told my friend Mike about it and he used a term that I liked -- I was a comfortable stranger. Some one she knew and yet didn't know her at all. Well the end ofthe evening we went our seperate ways. We may try to arrange a group thing w/ old High school friends down the line. Shit my 20th is in 2006 arrrg I feel old some days.

I saw the movie SAW not bad, but not great either. I guess I was expecting horror on a different level a supernatural horror. With all the things going on over seas and here at home a man made horror flick did'nt thrill me that much. Had a beer with a friend Mike after the movie , we both got a lot of stuff off our collective chest. A nice purging of sorts. then we had Sliders. Still feeling them this morning..... Going to work outnow - to get the white castle out of my system.

Post Halloween.......The day of the dead.

OK nothing big happened today. But lastnight I went to bed kinda early and awoke kinda late - about 930. Again tired double dog tired. I asked my friend whos a Gym teacher at a local High school. He said Im in need of vitamans and rest. Ok the rest I can see. But I did not take in to consideration my need of Vitamins. I went out and bought some mega dose vits for men that should help me. I also think my body may just be craving some surgar (give me some sugar baby) -- Im doing well with out it , but I still feel that monkey on my back.
OK this week the wife is leaving out of town , super busy with work so my big plans....... WOrking like a dog and making some money. Somthing sick if i think like that. I am a good sales person , but its also a game of bragging rights. I guess its nice to be looked up to. its a different mind set. I may grab a beer w/ a high school classmate tomorrow night. My other super long time friend may go with , if he's not to busy with his work plans him self. He told me he may baracade himeself in w/ election night madness this time around.

The monkey thats been on my back. Basterd didnt flush either......