some beers

Slightly tipsy ....

Took a close friend out for beers and wings tonight. It was fun, shot the shit , had some drinks. Ive known him for more than a dozen yrs. Like the brother that I never had.
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Control. That has always been a fear of mine. Losing control, losing the rage inside and Hulking out. Losing control. Releasing the beast. I have hurt a girlfriend in the past. She tried to walk away from me during an argument. I grabbed her arm and brusied it. I dont think I have ever forginen my self for hurting her. EVen though it was small it was not excusible. Control.

Just rambleing thoughts ...... just mental flotsom.