I've been lost at work the past few weeks. I dont want to be there, I dont want to be home. I dont know where I want to be --- I know its the SAD thing , seasonal depresion. I need the SUn. I wake up and go to work. The gray skies and cold winds are in my face for the bulk of the day. I leave work at 9 or 10 pm and start again. I know Im bitching when Im glad that I actually have work to go to. But its hard. Mentally I think I want to scream. AAArrrg I think tonight Im going to finish Firefly and chill for a little bit.


dark skies by ~nilufer on deviantART