brain dead

im so fucking tired today .... in 8 hours i sold 2.5 cars.... that means i took no lunch... i ended one deal an fell in to the next one. im so tired i cant sleep..... i'll say more tomorrow.... it was a good day

WHAT THE FUCK????

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Late night post

I'll keep it short and simple..... Work sucked today. It was long and boring. The only good thing today was that I found a frog on the way home today. It was on a side street in the middle of the road. I stopped teh car and picked it up. I have it in a bucket w/ water and am excited to show the boys tomorrow. Im not going to keep it . Im going to the pond with the boys and let it go in the morning..... As a kid I used to keep frogs and salamanders. I thought it was cool....

POker and Chili

Well I had the knuckle heads over from work to play poker. I swear they play like lil bitches. Gab Gab Gab .... Its a freaking $5 game !!!! Cheep bitches. Arrrg --- Any ways I made my Coco whiskey chili --- 3 kinds os meat , 2 kinds of beans, red pepper onion and garlic , spices , some cocoa power (NOT CHOCOLATE) and 2 shots of whiskey. If the Cocoa throws you . Cocoa is used in Mole` and goes really well with the spices and cumin in the chili. -- All of it was eaten ... and of course I had to tell the boys to bring chips if not they would only have brought beer. They left at 3:30 am and I got to bed about 430. I woke up at 11 am then back to sleep til 2 pm .... I did manage to get lots of stuff done! I cut the grass, trimmed the bushes, hand washed and waxed the car as well as cleaned up from all the drunken chili eating bitches from last night. -- I'm getting better at making Chili -- Its not about the heat itsa about the complex flavor .... Like love....

"Goodbye, kids"

RIP at 84

home sweet home.

Well I'm home and thats a good thing. My fridge is empty. My lawn looks
like I have abandoned the house. (in the mid west its been raining for 7
days straight). My poor car looks like some one took a dump on it. Leaves,
pods, dirt.... The flight home was quick and easy. I came home HUNGRY , as
if I had a tape worm. I needed wings -- Its like im a wing junkie. So I
took my friend who drove me home some Hooter wings. ---- Then home and on
to laundry. This thing that irks me from work is they schedualed me all
week - no days off. I worked Sunday and yesterday + a flight home. I think
Im going to take a personal day tomorrow. I have too much to do right now.
Even though I am sleeping alone I am sleeping better. Its the bed,pillows,
sheets and sounds of your house that help me sleep. I think tomorrow mow
the lawn. ...Any who Take care every body and its good to be home.

Mr Crane....

what will kill me...

I was late getting out of work today. I got out at 8 pm and was starving so Iwent to a place called Damons. I ordered wings and a beer. The waitress introduced me to a beautiful burger. The steamboat I think they called it. It was a big burger topped off with a scoop of bbq-ed pulled pork. They used pulled pork as a condiment !!!! THEY USED PULLED PULLED PORK AS A CONDIMENT!!! Sweet and savory oh dear god. I am go glad I had it on my last night here.

Mothers Day

Mother is the name of God on the lips and hearts of all children.

Ohio #3

Well the mega high pressure system has not been helping anything. Lots of
rain and even more rain. I am done with going out. I just am craving a real
home cooked meal. I went to an awsome steak house and had some kick a$$
ribs and french onion soup. Before that I had a beautiful pulled pork
sammich at a lil bbq place. - The truth is I am bored here. I get home
after eating and flip channels until 1 am. I could go shopping or out but I
dont feel like spending money while I am working and it would only be to
spend money because I can. does that make sence? Any ways -- I want a taco
.... a real taco not taco bell . Or some thai pho soup or real polish
perogis . Where I am in Columbus is nice but the places to eat lack an
ethnic feel its all corperate places to eat. Red robin, Logons , Bar Louis
, Somthing chinese.... I think I saw a lil mom and pop chinese place on the
way "home" I'll probally stop there on the way home tonight. --- Heres a
laugh for you ... I miscounted the numbers of undies and socks I brought.
i thought I had packed enought for a fresh pair every day . Well i didn't so at midnight im drinking a beer and washing undies and socks...... My "girl friend "called me in a panic yesterday . Her car blew its tranny --- I set her up with a real good friend of mine back in Illinois, He sold her a almost new lil suv. Shes happy. I guess she told him some stories that he can wait to tell at our next poker game, Bastard!

---late night update - I went out one more time and had a bucket of wings and a wonderful prime rib sammach. I also learned somthing about me today. I HATE Pappa Johns pizza - it is ass nasty! that and I can fall asleep in a loud office building... i miss a good chicago pizza

Side NOte !!! I just saw the creepist cell phone commercial - it had hids like damien , the twins from the shining and other very dark scenes -- the whole thing was dont be afraid of givingyour kids a cell phone -- very creepy ..

day off

well they gave me a day off -- spent the bulk of it sleeping . woke up late had a coke zero and then had some damn good chicken wings. went back then took a late afternoon nap the actually read for a bit. that was nice to have the quiet in the afternoon , usually i have to read after dark or at work. I watched the KING OF CARS on A&E -- to me its a funny ass show. Now I'm watching TV and im in a tornado watch ..... out of state and wanting more wings.... the damn places to eat close @ 11 pm . I guess I have to realize that the rest of the world is not on my sechedual . I have been trading emails with my High School group and noticed they all get up between 5-7 am -- my ass does not get up til 9 or 10 am. Then again I work until 9 pm as a minimum or 10 usually. I ALWAYS go to bed after 1 pm .... Any who I have to go to bed and work tomorrow.....

way too early ...

Well my first working day in Ohio was fun and productive. I'm at work at 8
am -- that 7 am Chicago time. I normally start 11 am Chicago time -- This
Is way way too early for this midnight boy. I do not have to worry about my
aking sales. long day yesterday. I was here from 10am til 940 pm. We headed
to a close by steak house where I inhaled a steak and potato. Nothing too
fancy but very good. I was starving when I left work. -- Ohio is nice
(where I am at) people are friendly and seem to be in to what we are doing
here. I miss my family , kids and the dogs. It felt alittle weird leaving
home to come here. Only beause I was leaving an empty house. My family is
downstate for another 2 weeks and I went to Ohio for a week for work. --
Kinda funny. Even when I get back next week I'll still be there solo for a
week. -- Tonight I am planning on just comming to the hotel and cooking up
a pizza and chilling.. Nothing fancy maybe just watching a good movie.
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For those who are interested - my vasectomy is all good. I went to the dr
and he examined every thing so all clear. I am looking forward on getting
on the motorcycle when I get back. I need to put some miles under me so I
can get better.
-- I was supposed to have several High school friends come over last
saturday to just bull shit and drink some beers. They all blew me off
except an old girl friend. Not a girl friend in a smoochy smoochy
relationship but a very awsome friend. Like a$$ holes we lost contact for
several years (think 12 years) and now got back in touch. We laughed our
butts off at all the stupid and horrible stories we both shared in
Highschool and college. She asked why I never hit on her and I told her
that my own awkardness and being uncomfortable with women made me think
that they would never be interested in me. She said that made her
comfortable with me because I was not grabby I just wanted to hang out ,
drink beers and have a good time. -- My 20th is this year. I want to see
some people and others I just don't care about at all. Its weird , you grow
up with some people and you dont realize how somtimes hate stays inside
you. I saw some names on the email list going around that I just grit my
teeth about seeing again. While at the same time I almost cried at some
names I saw. friends that were awsome and I really do wish the best in
their lives. -- Some friends have become Dr's and others have become
business owners. I am in auto sales but I think I have lived a fun life and
have done what I liked doing. Maybe thats a trade off. I am not a desperate
housewife (or house man). What I mean is I have only a few regrets in my
life. They are only concerning the loss of potential in school. Outside of
that I've enjoyed my life. I'm just trying to be the best Mr. Crane I can
be weather thats a good husband, brother, son and father thats a different
story .... any how thats enough rambling for this morning. I need to get a
cup of coffee...

ohio..

well i'm here in columbus . Where i am staying is really nice. think oakbrook area. I got to the store at about 3 pm yesterday. there are open until 7 pm on sunday so by the time i would be ready it would be too late. i went to the krogers and bought some supplies and took a nap. woke up and went to red robins. that my working vacation so far.. have a great one everybody .

daddy again???

Its not like you think .... I am a daddy again, but to a puppy we brought home a 4 mos old pup Austrailian cattle hound mix... Not quite sure on her name , Might be blu or kona or a few more .. She is awsome -- Our other dog if having a hard time but I think they will be ok in a few days .... Heres a few pics of them .

way too much U tube