way too early ...

Well my first working day in Ohio was fun and productive. I'm at work at 8
am -- that 7 am Chicago time. I normally start 11 am Chicago time -- This
Is way way too early for this midnight boy. I do not have to worry about my
aking sales. long day yesterday. I was here from 10am til 940 pm. We headed
to a close by steak house where I inhaled a steak and potato. Nothing too
fancy but very good. I was starving when I left work. -- Ohio is nice
(where I am at) people are friendly and seem to be in to what we are doing
here. I miss my family , kids and the dogs. It felt alittle weird leaving
home to come here. Only beause I was leaving an empty house. My family is
downstate for another 2 weeks and I went to Ohio for a week for work. --
Kinda funny. Even when I get back next week I'll still be there solo for a
week. -- Tonight I am planning on just comming to the hotel and cooking up
a pizza and chilling.. Nothing fancy maybe just watching a good movie.
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For those who are interested - my vasectomy is all good. I went to the dr
and he examined every thing so all clear. I am looking forward on getting
on the motorcycle when I get back. I need to put some miles under me so I
can get better.
-- I was supposed to have several High school friends come over last
saturday to just bull shit and drink some beers. They all blew me off
except an old girl friend. Not a girl friend in a smoochy smoochy
relationship but a very awsome friend. Like a$$ holes we lost contact for
several years (think 12 years) and now got back in touch. We laughed our
butts off at all the stupid and horrible stories we both shared in
Highschool and college. She asked why I never hit on her and I told her
that my own awkardness and being uncomfortable with women made me think
that they would never be interested in me. She said that made her
comfortable with me because I was not grabby I just wanted to hang out ,
drink beers and have a good time. -- My 20th is this year. I want to see
some people and others I just don't care about at all. Its weird , you grow
up with some people and you dont realize how somtimes hate stays inside
you. I saw some names on the email list going around that I just grit my
teeth about seeing again. While at the same time I almost cried at some
names I saw. friends that were awsome and I really do wish the best in
their lives. -- Some friends have become Dr's and others have become
business owners. I am in auto sales but I think I have lived a fun life and
have done what I liked doing. Maybe thats a trade off. I am not a desperate
housewife (or house man). What I mean is I have only a few regrets in my
life. They are only concerning the loss of potential in school. Outside of
that I've enjoyed my life. I'm just trying to be the best Mr. Crane I can
be weather thats a good husband, brother, son and father thats a different
story .... any how thats enough rambling for this morning. I need to get a
cup of coffee...